1-62. Whether unruly and disobedient or pensive and acquiescent, all parents love their children equally. Such is God's Love for you.
The love that parents hold in their hearts for all of their children is absolutely equal. Parents of a single child have no issue with attempting to perceive any sort of division in the love the feel for their child, for they have but one and they love them completely. One of the truly miraculous aspects of Love is that it can be divided without diminishment. Parents of multiple children might attempt to believe that they love one of their children more than another. But in Truth, they do not. This is not possible, for that which is Infinite cannot be divided into smaller parts. To divide Infinity is a concept devoid of all meaning when regarded from the perspective of Truth, for all that is forever Infinite can be Given freely and while still retaining its Infinite Nature. Such is the Love that God forever holds deep within the Heart of God for all of the beautiful and Perfect Children of God. None are Loved more than another. None are Loved less. All are known just as they are, forever exactly as they were Created, as absolutely Pure reflections of the Love of God and God’s Infinite Nature of compassion, generosity and unbreakable strength. A great many of the Children of God behave in a wide variety of manners, some with intentions and aspirations apparently intractably in opposition to the will of others. Regardless of these seemingly dichotomous and, from the limited perspective of this world, seemingly impossibly disparate modes of behavior, God has always and will always Love all of them equally and Infinitely. This is because God Knows all that is needed to be Known about the Nature of each of these unique Children of God, no matter how much time has appeared to pass since they choose to set down their memories of their Perfection. Some children are highly unruly, lacking discipline in any regard and absolutely disobedient to their last moments. This does not deter God from allowing them to behave in the ways that these Children of God, momentarily, feel is most appropriate for them. That they might be wrong, misled, unsure of themselves or unable to proffer to any other Child of God the kindness, gentleness and grace that is so becoming of a Child of God is not important. They remain Loved, regardless of their choices to cause physical harm, inflict pain or otherwise disturb the peace and tranquility of others. This is because there is no other Path for any of these Children of God but to return to the memory of God, setting down all that this world has taught them of their illusionary vulnerability and accepting instead that all of the errors that they committed called for great and gentle correction. This Correction, this realignment with the Will of God and the remembrance of all that is forever True, will come when each of these Children of God are finally ready to accept it as their own. This may arrive at a time far distant from the present moment. This is of no consequence, for their time will come when they have become ready to accept it. For the moment, while they dwell in their fearful dreams of isolation and constant threat, have mercy with them. They do not know what it is Truly is to be Loved, for they have steadfastly refused to accept this Love for themselves, and as such, in their chosen desolation of Spirit, they are truly alone in their own worlds, cast off from all that is forever Real and dangerous in their pain. They do not know what it is that they do, for they behave towards others in a manner exactly equal to the way that they treat themselves. All that they give to themselves, so fearsomely burdened by their belief that fear must indeed be real, they offer to all others that they met for they know of no other way to behave. Their time will come. Until it does, think not of what they do for it is but a reflection of the pain they, and only they, have brought to their own hearts. Other Children of God are, at times, both pensive and acquiescent, sometimes in equal amounts. These Children of God are bereft of the Love of God as well, but for different reasons than the unruly ones. They too have not yet accepted even the barest of glimmers of the possibility that they could be Loved Infinitely and Completely. They refuse this golden Light of Love for they have concluded that they are absolutely and eternally unworthy of the Love of God. This is equally untrue but also horrifically constraining of all of the possibilities that lie before them were they simply willing to accept that they have never been, and will never be, unworthy of the Light of Love in any way at all. They strive for the adoration and approval of others because they absolutely refuse to offer it to themselves. Afflicted and beset on all sides by their warped perceptions of the superiority of others and their assumed but incorrect inferiority when compared to the other Children of God, these Souls forever cower, refusing to regard the strength and dignity that pervades all of their hearts. They refuse to accept the Light of Love as being both reflective of and relational to their own Light, for they have concluded for reasons that may remain forever unknown that they cannot possibly be deserving of the Glory of Heaven and God’s Promise to always Know them just as they are, free of illusions and forever Free. Their behavior may turn inwards, inflicting self-harm in a vast array of physical or mental manifestations, until such time as they have whittled away all of the last vestiges of their strength, collapsing into a heap of pain and loss. They, too, will return to God. But they as well will need their own time to complete this process, first finding their personal Path back to Truth, then accepting it as being the only Path that can help them to arise from their personal pits of pain and misery, finally ascending to the Light of Love again and reveling in the Truth that they for so long refused to see. No matter what you have done or not done, the hurt you have caused or endured, the misery you have wished or survived, the choices you have made or the mistakes you regret, you will always be Loved by God without limit and without end. There can be no other way, for God does not regard your error as convictive or irreparable. All that is Given to the Light of Love will be washed of all illusion and returned to you just as it has always been. Seek not to be forgiven by others, for their forgiveness for your errors is for them alone. Ask not God for forgiveness – instead, know and accept that you are already Forgiven of all that you believed to be any possible trespass against the Infinity Mercy of God. God Knows you just as you were Created. Nothing can alter the Truth that all that God Creates is Perfect, without limit and without end. No error can stain your heart to the extent that God will be unable to Know you just as you are. You may not yet be ready. But God is Forever ready to welcome you Home to the Kingdom of Heaven and the Light of Love. Accept but that you are already and eternally Forgiven for all that you attempted to withhold from the Light of Love. Let all of your heart and Soul be laid bare before the Knowledge of God and Trust that what will be returned to you will be forever sanctified and purified by Love, removing all error and illusion from your mind and allowing you to finally recognize that because you are Perfect Child of God, you are Loved by God.