2-42. If you believe you are not certain, be not afraid. God knows your heart. Ask only for the Light and know it was always already there.
It is exceedingly rare, within this world, to be certain of much of anything at all. That is because this world is a confusing and contradictory place, a world of illusions made real that worships the material instead of the spiritual. This is not of any benefit to the Children of God who find themselves now incarnate, for the rapacious desires of this world for ever greater levels of excess and consumption do nothing to feed your soul. Do not be surprised, perplexed, confused or bewildered if you are not certain. You not need to be certain at all times and you do not need to hold your resolve on a certain point, excluding all else that appears to tempt or entice you, without wavering from your singular goal. Allow the Certainty of God to be your certainty whenever you might have need of it, for it will be forever offered and always accessible. You do not need to cower in fear of the darkness of the ego, seemingly devoid of any answers to the questions your heart asks of you, bereft of the guidance and Light that you do indeed need, even if you refuse to admit that you do need the Light of Love that is your Home and the foundation of your existence. If you believe you are not certain, accept that you are currently in that state of mind and allow yourself to rest in uncertainty rather than railing against the fear that you face and seeking out any possible mechanism for avoiding the glowering face of terror that is the mask of the ego. God Knows your heart in a manner that you do not need to share at this time. You can simply accept that God Knows that you are already Perfect, just as you were Created, if you desire to have greater levels of access to the Light that is the Love of God. The Certainty of God is Absolute, for there is nothing within the Mind of God that is at all incorrect, mistaken or distorted in any way. But your mind may not be as this. You may be quite offset from this Perfect Mind, dwelling in an enormous desert of isolation and pain, believing yourself to be unable to connect to anything that is Real. Your heart is not as this, for these beliefs in separation exist only in your mind, brought about by the ego’s insanity and accepted because there is little that this world can offer that will effectively counter the ego’s propositions and assertions. But there is more than this, Child of God, so much more that to attempt to capture the enormity and vast openness of the Light with the representational mechanisms of language is a pointless endeavour, for the Light of Love is to be Experienced, not described and encapsulated in abstractions. This Light is forever available to you, at all times and in all of the places of this world, regardless of your current position or life experiences so far. You are not denied this Light, destined to be cast out of the Kingdom of Heaven to walk alone in a world that could never possibly be your Home, for this world is not at all vast enough or clear enough to be a suitable Home for a Child of God. Regard this world as a way station, a place of transition from one state of mind to another, a place to remain for now as you heal from a mistake that was once made but that could never be sufficiently egregious to deny you the Glory and the Light of the Love of God. You may not be certain that you share a unbreakable connection to the Light. You may not be certain that you share an unseverable bond to all that lives, without exception, throughout all of time and space. You may not be certain that you will always be Loved by God no matter what thoughts you might have of unworthiness. You may not be certain that you can find the Love of God again, safely dwelling in your heart, gladly awaiting you return to Truth and to the Light of Love. You do not need to be certain of anything, for God is already Certain and the Certainty of God can, and indeed will, be your certainty as well. The day that all else falls behind you, illusions now shed in favor of the Truth and darkness now dispelled by the Light, may remain far off for you, for any of a great number of reasons. This is of no consequence to God, for God remains forever Perfect and God will await your rejoining with the Perfection that was your Creation when you are ready to accept this Truth as your own once again. God does not depend on your certainty to be Certain of your True Nature, for all of the darkness and shadows of the ego are not Real. There is only Love, Child of God. Nothing else but Love is Real, for Love is all that is needed, desired, given and received when all else, all of which is solely the purview of the ego, is released in favor of all that has always been Real. Look not to your mind for the answers to the questions your heart asks of you, for your mind does not contain the Truth of the Love of God. The answers you seek and the resolution of your soul’s inquiries that will bring you all of the peace, serenity and contentment that you will never have need of are found in your heart. So, Child of God, ask. Ask not because you believe that God needs prompting or reminders to remember to provide you the answers to your questions. God has already Given you all that you will ever need, now and forever. Ask instead because it is you who have elected to believe that there could possibly be anything other than Love that could actually be Real. You have established this barrier to the return of the Light, even if you are not consciously aware that you have established such fragile but seemingly impervious walls. Only you can tear down the walls you have created in your own mind, believing that which could never be true instead of the simplicity of the Truth that God will always Love you. Because you employed your Gift of Free Will to establish systems of belief that seem to prevent you from remembering the Light, it is solely within your grasp, and entirely your responsibility, to release those walls back into the void from which they were formed. So, ask. Ask again and again, as many times as you might have need of, constantly requesting of your heart that it show you the Light that was the genesis of your soul. Your heart contains all of the answers to any inquiry you might have for it, no matter how difficult it may seem to you to find the resolution of your quest. Legions of Angels will assist you to whatever extent you are capable of allowing, for they accept the Truth of Love and they can provide great assistance with you own process of undoing the illusions of the ego. Ask until you have no more need of requesting assistance in any form, for once all of your walls have fallen to the Light of Love, there will no longer remain any barrier that will prevent you from discovering that all that you ever needed has been resting quietly at the center of your heart.