2-62. No words can ever suffice to explain why you are Loved beyond your wildest imagination. Once you know who you Are, you will not need words. You will simply Know.
Who are you? Oh my, what a question. So fraught with denial, despair, illogical responses and malice - yes, even horrific malice in all of its forms surround this question, for to your ego, you are not even nothing - you are, somehow, less than nothing. How could this even be possible? Ask your ego. It either won’t respond at all, or it will respond with some deflective remark, some insane attempt to justify its position, offering you a vast array of excuses, pointless examples and meaningless analogies that will have no basis in Truth. Why might this be? Because you are requesting information from an entity that simply does not exist. The ego knows nothing. It does not even know its own nature, for if it were to admit that it does not have any actual existence, it would be forced to confront itself, and that the ego will never do. So, directing your inquiry towards your ego will never suffice. Where, then, are you to seek out the answer to this most important of inquiries? If you can’t ask your ego, how about your mind? Will it provide any solace, any glimmering hope of resolution to this ancient question? There is little possibility of finding any answer there, either. Your mind is enormous indeed, spanning far greater leagues of imagination and knowledge than the little seashore that you likely currently inhabit, looking out over a great sea of awareness but accepting none of it as your own. Your mind extents beyond the most distant vistas that you can possibly see, for there are darkened waters and distant shores that it laps up against, areas of Truth that do not - generally - become visible to the conscious mind. But even within its infinite depths, there at the bottom of its oceans of lucidity, you will not find the answer to your question. For even your mind, as vast as it might be, fails to encompass the totality of who you are. The answer that you seek lies solely in your heart, kept safe for you since before the first dawning of time, awaiting your final request to be Given the Truth that you have for so long sought, always available but seemingly intractably lost to you while you wandered within the darkened landscape of outwardly facing awareness. You, O beautiful Child of God, are Love Itself. This answer may seem incomprehensible to your sleeping mind. Certainly it will be impossible to accept if you attempt to take up this Truth while still clinging onto the iron chain that is your ego. But if you are willing to let go of all that you previously held out to yourself - and by extension, to all the other Children of God that you have ever met during your journeys within this, your most current incarnation - then you can flow freely away from the binding cage that is your ego, Freed again to accept Truth in place of the ego’s lies. The location you will travel towards has no comparison to anything that you have experienced before. Great and abiding Faith will be required to loosen the bonds of the ego, for it will protest with great vehemence, demanding that you cease your attempts to untangle yourself from its webs, insisting that only madness could possible lie in the direction of abandoning your ego and striking out towards points that truly remain unknown to this world and almost all of its other inhabitants. No one can venture down this Path with you, Child of God. You must walk alone, accompanied by countless legions of Angels along your way but seemingly bereft of companionship as this world understand the term, for where you are to go now is deeply within, whereas all that this world knows of adventure consists of progression accomplished through physical movement and action. You need do nothing to complete this journey, for none of your steps will involve processes that have anything to do with inhabiting a body. You will be moving solely with your mind, using your Free Will as your source of energy, allowing your heart to lead you to where only it knows how to tread. Fear not the howling cries of your ego as you leave it ever further behind. It will continue to languish in obscurity, demanding a return that you will never provide it, feeling perhaps isolated and abandoned after your choice to move beyond its hollow kingdom of pain, but you will eventually Know that you have no more need of it, whereas it will never be able to understand this extraordinarily simple shift in perspective. You will travel through fields of mind that have been unexplored to you previously, encountering aspects of your consciousness that have been long forgotten. You will need to face any remaining fears that you may hold, loving them gently until they finally subside and are then later subsumed under the mantle of your ever increasing Faith. You will not always understand where you go or why, but you need not have access to these irrelevant details of your Path. Know and accept that your heart can never fail to lead you Home to Love, for your heart can See that which remains invisible to your mind. With sufficient time, clarity, strength of will and absolute determination, you will pass beyond the lands of words, concepts, symbols and arcane knowledge in any form, arriving at the edge of the Fields of Experience through which you must walk, transported beyond the realm of knowledge and immersed within the Experience of the Love of God, a transcendence that can never be described, for it is as unique as you are, Child of God. Have Faith through these seemingly strange trials, for while they may appear to be challenging, they are anything but. These Experiences will reveal to you holy Glimpses of your eternal Union with God, slowly fraying away the final layers of your beliefs in limitations in any form, until you are finally stripped bare of all restrictions, Freed again to feel the Love that is the Heart of God once again coursing though your heart, eternally Connecting you with the Heart of God. In your final discovery and awareness of the Love that is your Origin and your Destination, you will transition from knowing to Knowing. The emphasis on the latter is exquisitely important, for there is a literal Universe that separates the knowledge of the mind from the Knowing of the heart. Fear not, for you will find infinite Peace when you finally arrive back at your original starting point, the place within your heart from which you first set forth in an attempt to imagine - and then create - a world in which you could ever be separated from God. Your Return will heal a self-inflicted wound that has festered for so long that you’ve forgotten it even exists. Nothing will remain to prevent you from allowing your heart to unfold into complete fullness and Grace, gladly rejoining with the Heart of God, finally Knowing that even though you believed it to be possible to be disconnected from Love, you simply have never been and neither will you ever be. Love is your Home, Love is your Name and Love is who you Are, now and forever.