4-45. Beautiful Child of God, trust your Creator. All that has occurred and all that is yet to come are but threads in a tapestry of Love so infinitely vast that all of time is contained within its folds.
To attempt to elicit the “meaning” in randomness and the chaotic influences of the world of form is an ill-fated journey indeed, for much that occurs has no genesis and not all that transpires is destined in any manner at all. That is not to imply that there are not overarching threads of connectedness and unification that serve purposes and meanings far more vast than the singular impetus of one soul’s path back to God and to Love, but to attempt to posit that they are personal, conflictive with growth in any form, or that they are isolated to but one life is a deeply egotistical presumption, for these threads of unification join all that appears disparate to just the amount that they are willing to participate - ever expanding joinders of possibility, offering relief from suffering and serving as exemplars of all that can be, rather than the disjointed presumptions of the ego and its belief that all that occurs is either deeply relevant to the ego’s perspective, or utterly impersonal and thus unworthy of any consideration at all. Trust unites all that the ego seeks to divide, not by breaking any part of the constructs that the ego viciously assembles as countenances of condemnation and comportments of conflict, but rather as seemingly fragile but utterly unseverable points of interconnectedness that Unite from randomness the harmonic resonances that are most appropriate for any particular Child of God to experience, all of which carry with them the ability to bridge the beliefs in unworthiness that are the succor and ardor of the ego, standing as undeniable evidence of the Perfection of Creation - inasmuch as they are accepted, rather than simply rejected out of hand because they do not instantly comport with a worldview that is based wholly in the desire to reject any notions of a world outside of singular and individualistic perception. Trust is necessary because the ego is fraudulent at every turn, a thoroughly disloyal companion that wishes only for its own principles of organization and representative formulations of the nature of reality to be worshiped and held up unquestioningly, no matter how disharmonious with the Truth of Love they might be. That which is Eternal can contain within is crevasses and tesseracts of interconnection all that is possible, releasing that which is of the greatest utility at any time and retaining all that is not yet manifest at the apex of its usefulness, so that the most efficacious of possibilities can be experienced just when they are most needed, providing to all of the Children of God all of the opportunities to be exposed to alignments of opportunity and conversations of exposure to altering and differing perspectives that can prove to be immensely liberating, when they are accepted as possibilities, rather than being rejected out of hand as the ramblings of a madman or the seeming coincidences that arise but that have no import at all. All that is of time is but a subset of Creation, a great panoply of opportunities for all that is of God to experience whatever it might believe to be the rationale for believing that it is separate, and then to find that all that it formulated as justification was not able to be held up against a probabilistic space of all that can be, for with sufficient time and space, it will become impossible to avoid all of the exposures to closely aligned and similarly situated souls, which cannot possibly perform any other action than to inspire their beholder to question the nature of their own reality, all of which must be formulated from the basis of perception, rather than directly lived from the truth of one’s own heart. Trust is the foundation of acceptance, for within the burgeoning of Faith in the tapestry of perfect alignments that is the backdrop for all that is to be of learning within the world of form, that which arises that appears to be disparate or disassociated with the nature of your own heart will not be so readily or easily dismissed, for you will grow ever stronger within the promise of God to provide to you all that you will ever need to be shown that you are not dissimilar from Love - quite the opposite indeed. Time is linear because it is of the most utility when it is experienced in a singular fashion, but that does not imply that it cannot exist as well in a circular or even spherical arrangement, allowing for that which will be to influence that which is perceived as having already passed into the endless graveyards of forgotten dreams and lost opportunities. That you will not - at least directly - experience time in this manner is not relevant for what you are to learn. Faith joins all that appears separated by impossibilities, demonstrating the sanctity of the Love of God in all things, at all times and with regard to all of the other now incarnate Children of God who have ever - or will ever - found or find that their worldlines intersect with your own. All that transpires is contained within a singular tapestry of alignment and endlessly unfolding Awakening, no matter how often the opportunities that arise are accepted or simply glossed over as meaningless happenstance or random interactions that have no innate value. Learning of the Nature of God is an ongoing and endless curriculum, one that can be engaged within at any time and with anyone, for all are unique and so they, each and individually as well as all of them in a great mass whole, are able to teach to you of what you wish to ignore in yourself, even if their individual lessons are banal or base in the extreme. Reinforcement of that which you have already uncovered is not without value, for simply because a lesson now integrated is re-presented, you are not “wasting time” if you study it again. Perhaps it is foundational. Perhaps a great many other teachings of Love rest upon the release of presumptions that its acceptance must entail. Perhaps there is more that remains hidden from your direct gaze, meagre and stifling allegiances to remnants of revulsion that you experience when you attempt to reject anyone at all as being unworthy of your attention, if they have come within striking distance of your own plot upon this world of form. Faith conjoins the learning of God with the chaos of this world, opening opportunities at all times for ever greater levels of study and internal reflectivity, for all that another Child of God can teach to you of the Nature of Love is either their unwitting and generally involuntary rejection of its Grace, or the manners within which they have learned to accept the infallible Guidance of their hearts, knowledge which can only assist you to raise your own willingness to trust that the Truth of God is True, no manner how distorted or misperceived it might be when the ego attempts to interject itself within a conversation that should be held between your heart and the endless Certainty of Love Itself. Not all that transpires will be foreshadowed by anything that has arisen before. Not all that arises is of direct confluence with the much greater tapestry upon which each soul’s thread is weaved as a necessary and indispensable participant. Not all is destiny, and not all is random. There is a middle way, a manner of seeing with the Sight of Faith, one that accepts all that transpires as it is, allowing for the certainty of the heart to ring true when such opportunities arise, so that you can be in a state of ready awareness and allowance, always prepared to be greeted with yet another alignment with the Love of God, now enrobed in form but never restricted by its presentation at all.